Rough week at work, drained.

I was caught off guard - having to complete work that is totally foreign and out of my capability in the bat of an eye, being degraded to a clerical position for a few hours a day and constantly judged.

In this abhorring corporate world, your worth is weigh accordingly to your work. Which in turn, is being scrutinized at every angle, judged by wrong, selfish and clouded perspective of your bosses to derive its value.

At that instant, I lost my identity and got brain washed.
My other world, the world that I've built for myself amongst love, kinship, my morale, my principles, my ambitions all crumbled and became oblivious. Just because, my worth and very being is evaluated (or degraded) by a higher power who is a half human, half robot cyborg. Nothing is more important except how much money you will be able to bring to the company.

This relentless pursue of worthiness is strangling my sanity, distorting my vision of all positive aspects of my job. The concrete jungle is ugly, yet millions of dreams are built upon it.

I'm keeping mine aside, there will be an exit from here.